Life in seconds

Life can be change in seconds... could be a start of a new life or ends of the life! Better be value and appreciate every seconds that you earned!

In a morning, I had been shocked when having an accident and all the mess of the day caused tired for not only physically, but mentally. I found that no matter what is it, what is the root cause is no longer important, as the real important is what is you looking for? and why? when? and how?

After 2 weeks of the incident on 4th May, case had been closed, as physically it should consider drawed an end. Mentally torture had last since the first day and it had no end, as it will be part of the memory and not sure any post syndrome will occur.

When the moment I'm most in lost, I can't find myself. Not sure where and what am I doing. All sort of negative thinking is trying to near me and control my mind. Thankfully that I had a groups that whos' worries and run the errants for me! not to mention the names here as it is not nice to miss out any of them. All of you, Thank You! I can count on you as you had help me alot and I appreciate it!

The hardest time had make me feel so lost and people around me keep asking why and what can be done to help. Guess wat? the only word I said was I don't know!

Finally I found that what arousing me and what I am looking for! The feeling of unsecure had caused me to be so lost, I had keep trying to look around for security and the person who can understand me. Just like you had lost the key of a lock pad which locked you up. It is not easy and in the end, the lock pad should said opened by people around me, however I still not yet found the real exact key.

Should say that my life had been restarted from that moment, and objective currently is work hard to look for the key freeing myself.

Appreciate every second of your life! Anger doesn't benefit any but will make your eye blurred. Patience is a good practices. Keep your mind cooling down.....after years, when there is someone had similar problem as what you faced today, it will refresh your mind and answer you that what is happened, and I am sure that moment, a smile will be on your face as that would be the time answer you yourself answer that the memory in your mind is the answer they looking for!